ive always pretty much just wanted to be respected by the people i trusted and cared about most. i never cared bout bein well known by everyone in school and college and all that. i just wanted my people to know me.

3 people wished me happy birthday, and i feel like i dont/didnt exist to the people around me. the people that prided in "knowing me"

i just dont have any faith in my own life. and my future. i just wish there was something i could do.

if u read this, dont respond, if u do ill delete it. this isnt a post to make u feel bad/guilty, i dont want to know who has read this or anything like that.

i just want something to live for