i cant break this fuckin shit . i keep feelin like i wanna do it again.... fall back into how i was my freshman year in college. i kno it wouldnt be right. people think its stupid, and think im just fakin it.. but they have no idea what i think bout when i drive home from p.r. no one realizes some of the shit i wish i was strong enough to do.. people says its weak..but FUCK i cant even do that. i dunno anymore.. i feel like im floating in this fuckin point in life. i cant change shit..cant help anything...im done.