i wish i could turn back around again. i just dont understand how i can sit here and look at all the people around me bein happy, and still want to get up 2morrow.

why dont i have anyone/thing to live for. we all have something or someone to live for..God knows i did. I remember wakin up with a smile on my face because of who i saw the night before, or talked to...or FUCK even thought about.. i feel like im an old man, at 21 i aint supposed to feel like that. i aint supposed to be this tired out and weak. yall that have that..needa fuckin treasure it cause when it goes away..u will fall into this pile of shit too.