its weird how things change so fast, an how i cant seem to catch up to the changes. I look at the people around me, and they are movin so much faster, and doin really well. im struggling with every aspect.

i miss her for some reason, i miss her thoughts. I remember we used to know what we were thinkin. we had these little inside jokes or thoughts with eachother and only we knew what we were thinking. she was really happy to see me. i miss the touch of our lips together just before the act of kissing. i miss the idea that i was getting a phone call when i least expected it. complicated, but such a simple idea. i miss expecting the unexpected.